Love is about choices. It's about putting down the poison and the dagger and making your own happy ending...

Algo que escrevi pensando em alguém por aí mas que ainda não tive coragem de mandar... Acho que tirar o veneno e as adagas da frente e criar seu próprio final feliz não é tão fácil assim afinal.

Anyway, o texto é em inglês e eu não vou traduzir porque vai perder a graça. Mas tentem ler, foi feito com o meu vocabulário riquíssimo, então imaginem a beleza que está huahuauha :P

Se tiver algum erro de gramática, por favor, POR FAVOR me avisem para que eu arrume, aliás se alguém ver qualquer erro em qualquer post me avise que é bom, mas neste principalmente. Tive várias dúvidas enquanto escrevia então provavelmente tem alguma coisa errada que eu tenha deixado passar. Just let me know ok? ;)

Here we go...

"I’m so worried about you love… Because a few days ago you’re so happy, you’re so confident, and now I think you’re kind of sad, I feel that you’re so far away (yeah even farther) from me… I’m not exactly sure why I’m feeling you this way, maybe I’m just overstating this all, maybe you’re just fine and I’m totally out of my mind, but I’m feeling this way and I can't, just can’t ignore it.
Oh love, you drive me crazy with your way… I haven’t felt this way for so long that I don’t know how to deal with all that stuff, with all this butterflies into my stomach and all this worries ‘bout nothing.
Yeah, I’m loving again. I’m so freaking loving again. And maybe you’re the wrong person (you’re SO the wrong person…), but also you came into my life in the perfect time. I feel like you had saved me, like you had caught the little pieces of my heart and had put them together again.
And now I know that I’m free again… I’m free to feel whatever I want to feel, I’m free to write whatever I want to write, I’m free to scream whatever I want to scream, I’m even free to cry if I want to do it. I’m free damn it!
You should know that the reason for all of this is you. You’re my perfect reason for being free again… I still don’t know what to do, because I do love you and I do want you, but sometimes just love ain’t enough. We need something else; we need more than a feeling to hold us together. We need more… Because I can’t just love you babe, I need to feel your touch in my face, I need to hold your hand and forget the world, I need to hear you calm breath and fell you next to me. I need to look into your eyes and show you that you’re the only one that I love.

Now we both know that this is not possible, we both now that distance relationships didn’t work as well as it seems and we both know that it’s a really big price to pay for your love. All this ‘knowing’ really pisses me off, because I want to be with you, I want to be yours and I want you to be mine.
I’m fighting against my wishes now, acting reasonable. I’m telling you that I can’t do this anymore, actually I don’t think that I’ve ever could do it…
I’m sorry love, I’m deeply sorry… Wish you could understand my decision. It will be better, you’ll see. And I know that is hard to believe it, I don’t even think that I believe in this either… But lets see how it goes.

Just want to say one more thing. Thank you for all this, thank you for being the most perfect person for me, thank you my love… I’ll always, ALWAYS love you no matter what, when, why, how. I’ll ALWAYS love you babe ‘till the end of everything and the beginning of nothing."

Peace and love,

Kah *

Título: Frase de Grey's Anatomy epi 2x08, Let it Be.